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04/15/2004: "walking"

I had a weird dream today... it was a very very great dream!!! til my clock awake me... damn! I hate you small piece of metal... it was L'arc you know!!! hahaha... It's glad to know you can count on with friends sometimes...

I feel a bit sad, could it be that you feel this way whenever you feel the risk that you can lost someone, it doesn't matter at all if you feel almost the same for two ppl, but this lost feeling can make your decision decline in a single way, only due to that? if so, then... is it a true feeling? question is? *sigh* I just did something, and I dunno why my hands are kind of trembling, no way, I better focus on my homework.

Someone sent me an e-mail recently, attached: a mp3 of my beloved Siam Shade, "Doll", from the indies single, now imposible to get, I felt really ackward 'cause I didn't know this guy, he knew me by my page and when I read the email and saw the attach I was like "You light up my day... I LOVE YOU, whoever you are! thanks!" Well... honestly noone sends you an mp3 free without knowing you. I tried to get "Doll" 100 times with obviously no succeed, so I went very happy, not only that, I took that as a sign also "tashika ni ima hi ga tomoru... tashika ni ima!" Oh well, shamu fans always help eachother, that's what I love the most from shamu fans, they are always caring people, or so my friends are. It's incredible how Siam Shade always cheer me up whenever I feel sad, it's like a connection, you know... they just show up in any way... "Doll" is an amazing tune, I loved the visual influence in it, but the most impressive thing in it, were the lyrics indeed, Hideki (my beloved hideki) has this poetic bizarre tendency in writing lyrics, I just love whenever he does these things... I am not very sure, but eventhough he doesn't say anything at all, I guess he was reffering to Christ... oh well, I don't wanna go on misunderstandings so I better shut up.
Reading his journal, could it be that Kazu or Junji are joining ACID, I dunno. My imagination runs wild sometimes... onto homework...

shirou june @ data

e-mail <agata_june@yahoo.com>
msn <shirou_june@hotmail.com>
location <Bolivia>
age <22>
zodiac <Virgo>
occupation <Vampire, designer, publicist>
band <Siam Shade>
jrocker <Imamura Hideki - x Siam Shade, ACID vo.>
image song <Life - Siam Shade>
character <Yuzuriha Nekoi [X 1999]>
current mood <>
I am I <Female [just in case you haven't figured it out yet]. Web-designer. Wizard. College Student. Publicist. Dreamer. Duelist. Loves anime & manga. Has an obsession with JRock. Specially Siam Shade [the best JRock band her ears have ever listen to]. Speaks spanish, that's why her english [and the other languages she tries to speak] s---!>
behind Siam Shade listens to <JRock {Gackt C. Glay. Takui. Janne da Arc. ACID. L'Arc~en~Ciel. Luna Sea. X-Japan. Lareine. B'z. Yumiko Kozaka}
As much as it seems not all in her life is JRock...
JPop {Maaya Sakamoto. Access. TMR}
KPop {Ahn-Jae Wook. SES. TVQX}>
also hears a few of more 'normal' music
<Juanes. La Oreja de Van Gogh. La Ley>

anime @ manga

anime <Tekkaman Blade>
manga <Elementalors>
fanatism <X 1999>
addiction <Gravitation>
styles <shounen, dark, shounen ai>
seiyuus <Tomokazu Seki, Hikaru Midorikawa and Megumi Hayashibara>
respects <Hayao Miyasaki. Clamp. Shoji Kawamori. Spiral ~suiri no hizuna~. Gravitation's character designer [whoever he/she is] and all the staff involved in the anime series, the manga, the music and everything related to it! [excepting remix]>

web @ sites

<shiroi co> <-legacy> <tek setter>
<siam shade - everlasting> <j·on·air>
<shirou june's online journal>

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BEAUTIFUL DREAMER <version4.0>
Suu & Kazuhiko [Clover]

related <Words all around related to Clamp's CLOVER manga. Also, title and signature belong to Glay - BEAUTIFUL DREAMER amazing song. Then... "tashika ni ima hi ga tomoru... tashika ni ima!" means "just now a light was lit... just now~" that belongs to the BEAUTIFUL DREAMER lyrics.
Who's the Beautiful Dreamer? err... Suu might be [stop looking at me! -_-] I only thought that the title suited perfect the design, besides I love this song! As I always say: 'Great Glay', they always came up with melodies that light up your day! [no matter you can't understand the lyrics *cof*] The song is a must hear, accompanied with great violonchelos and violins. Music & Lyrics by Takuro. I better stop before this starts looking like a review.
Even I found the english translation to the lyrics I can hardly understand the meaning of the song itself... as you read it this is the story of a person enjoying every day and after that... your are suddenly told another story that doesn't seem to fit in the lyrics, this is the story behind him, the past that is present in every day and forever will be here. His decision was to forget about it all and choosed to live the day, that's leaving all behind, living present, because Memories can't come back, so don't be tricked by the dreams and live, ~it's all to become beautiful~
it says... Just gorgeous, a complete story told in few sentences... [mmhhh... doesn't it sound like Rurouni Kenshin? XD] Anyway, that's the conclusion I reached about, after reading and hearing to it 100 times... Confusing... don't understand it at all... well, yes... anyhow I love it. Now is a complete review v.vU
Yeah... I know... I know... too much green due to 200clover... Hey, look! I made Suu smile ^^ Just basic editing skills to not see her sad as in the original image... the wing little effect is really cool also, I always like to try new things>

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