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04/15/2005: "The bridge between the 4th and 5th: All stories are the same"

Is it that bad things come in a row? There was a time I used to think this way... Though I quitted thinking in this negative way... now... I am doubting of it...
My "home" went to hell that night... between those two days... Life... can be strange sometimes... Life is horrible sometimes... Life can be so painful sometimes... My head is so full of thoughts I just can hold it and try for it not to explode! naaah! Just set me free... I actually don't want to think about it. We are leaving home next week, 'cause the situation can't be helped. There's no a firm decision onto it, but that is the first and only by now... I knew it, since everything started a long time ago... anyway... things that can't be helped can only be accepted.

I logged into msn as I was here... and found many ppl, though Joseph seems to be lost XD
Ne... just that. I am hearing to Siam Shade Message - Dramatic Tiger as I am sending it to Shinseiki-kun... It cheers me up ^_^ I love ya guys... no matter what. "Your own heart decides for happiness". Things will be ok.

on Saturday, January 8th, Pepe said

I knew it... Oh I really was thinkin' it, that maybe you log into msn... I was with the band (I started a band with some friends and I'm the vocal)... I really want to chat with you SHIROU... Maybe other day...

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e-mail <agata_june@yahoo.com>
msn <shirou_june@hotmail.com>
location <Bolivia>
age <22>
zodiac <Virgo>
occupation <Vampire, designer, publicist>
band <Siam Shade>
jrocker <Imamura Hideki - x Siam Shade, ACID vo.>
image song <Life - Siam Shade>
character <Yuzuriha Nekoi [X 1999]>
current mood <>
I am I <Female [just in case you haven't figured it out yet]. Web-designer. Wizard. College Student. Publicist. Dreamer. Duelist. Loves anime & manga. Has an obsession with JRock. Specially Siam Shade [the best JRock band her ears have ever listen to]. Speaks spanish, that's why her english [and the other languages she tries to speak] s---!>
behind Siam Shade listens to <JRock {Gackt C. Glay. Takui. Janne da Arc. ACID. L'Arc~en~Ciel. Luna Sea. X-Japan. Lareine. B'z. Yumiko Kozaka}
As much as it seems not all in her life is JRock...
JPop {Maaya Sakamoto. Access. TMR}
KPop {Ahn-Jae Wook. SES. TVQX}>
also hears a few of more 'normal' music
<Juanes. La Oreja de Van Gogh. La Ley>

anime @ manga

anime <Tekkaman Blade>
manga <Elementalors>
fanatism <X 1999>
addiction <Gravitation>
styles <shounen, dark, shounen ai>
seiyuus <Tomokazu Seki, Hikaru Midorikawa and Megumi Hayashibara>
respects <Hayao Miyasaki. Clamp. Shoji Kawamori. Spiral ~suiri no hizuna~. Gravitation's character designer [whoever he/she is] and all the staff involved in the anime series, the manga, the music and everything related to it! [excepting remix]>

web @ sites

<shiroi co> <-legacy> <tek setter>
<siam shade - everlasting> <j·on·air>
<shirou june's online journal>

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BEAUTIFUL DREAMER <version4.0>
Suu & Kazuhiko [Clover]

related <Words all around related to Clamp's CLOVER manga. Also, title and signature belong to Glay - BEAUTIFUL DREAMER amazing song. Then... "tashika ni ima hi ga tomoru... tashika ni ima!" means "just now a light was lit... just now~" that belongs to the BEAUTIFUL DREAMER lyrics.
Who's the Beautiful Dreamer? err... Suu might be [stop looking at me! -_-] I only thought that the title suited perfect the design, besides I love this song! As I always say: 'Great Glay', they always came up with melodies that light up your day! [no matter you can't understand the lyrics *cof*] The song is a must hear, accompanied with great violonchelos and violins. Music & Lyrics by Takuro. I better stop before this starts looking like a review.
Even I found the english translation to the lyrics I can hardly understand the meaning of the song itself... as you read it this is the story of a person enjoying every day and after that... your are suddenly told another story that doesn't seem to fit in the lyrics, this is the story behind him, the past that is present in every day and forever will be here. His decision was to forget about it all and choosed to live the day, that's leaving all behind, living present, because Memories can't come back, so don't be tricked by the dreams and live, ~it's all to become beautiful~
it says... Just gorgeous, a complete story told in few sentences... [mmhhh... doesn't it sound like Rurouni Kenshin? XD] Anyway, that's the conclusion I reached about, after reading and hearing to it 100 times... Confusing... don't understand it at all... well, yes... anyhow I love it. Now is a complete review v.vU
Yeah... I know... I know... too much green due to 200clover... Hey, look! I made Suu smile ^^ Just basic editing skills to not see her sad as in the original image... the wing little effect is really cool also, I always like to try new things>

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