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04/25/2005: "needing a glass of coke"
music: Siam Shade rulezzz!!!

Sou da ne... Everything started yesterday, I was quite happy since I recieved two e-mails from the ACID BBS, actually to be honest I got very excited over the one coming from Japan XD Yeah, that. Well, those friends said they liked a lot the message I left for Ima-chan at ACID's BBS, =3 They weren't Hideki, but they said they agreed with me and felt happy for that. I was thinkinking to myself... "If they think so, if the message was understood, then... If Ima-kun read it, he could understood the feeling too. The intention is done".

Yesterday afternoon, I noticed the message Pepe left here, I was like: "hospital? o.O! WTF!!!" Then I realized that I talked to him after that ^^;; so I felt better, funny thing was that for what I read at Ima-chan's site, he wasn't feeling good, then when I read it for the n-sime time (and for Seiichiro-chan message =b *rolleyes*) I sort of understood hideki attended hospital -_+... "hospital? o.O! WTF!!!" Between you too I am gonna die of worry ¬¬* nah... ^^ good you are better. Just yesterday I saw the news about Japan weather lowering too much... "that explains it" Well, to be honest I felt better Ima-chan wasn't as bad as I thought, a cold is something you can recover of *sigh* Then... after that saturday, I get a cold XD and now I am sick ^^.

Everything was supossed to be ok. I found out I couldn't took my jap classes this semester, I didn't know for sure, but the truth is that that affected me very badly "One semester, another 6 months more, half a year more" Delaying things... "damn" Truth is I was willing it too much ú_ù

Today morning, arguing with my father ¬_¬ nothing to be surprised of, but ceartainly not the best way to start the day at 7:30am +_x... well, bad attitude almost the whole day, good my brother knows my temper and didn't complain for me being bad at him ^^;;

A while after, I realized for a mail coming from my aunt, that she didn't buy the DVSs as she already said she did... oh thanks - "that's the top. I won't ever ask for anything coming from you again. I am tired." I guess I was being too rough, it was the time, I couldn't help it. "Wait a minute, my siam CD is coming right? She didn't said anything on that" Well... I hope it arrives, I honestly don't wanna think on it anymore, this is just becoming so annoying I better stop trying to make deals for her. I should know it already. We'll have to finf other ways. This affected me very badly again I was expecting this for more than 6 months I was living very happy thinking on grabbing my hands on my DVDs... "Damn Yesasia Request for Billing Address Verification . Damn 6 months of waiting. Damn it all!" Sou da ne...

Truth is... I feel tired of all... then... at afternoon, my friends made me felt real better talking about the Jrock CD of PVs I lent them, one of them was humming one of 'Siam Shade''s tune and that made me smile, my other friend didn't had the time to see it all, but (as I expected) she was more interested in 'the back horn' XD Then my chief and the chief of my chief made me compliments, so I really felt better. Also for talking with my cousin, he knows how important are some things for me, and having him understanding was the only thing I needed, as he knows what to say. I didn't felt sad anymore after talking to him ^^

A really long entry...

on Wednesday, February 2nd, Pepe said

Hi June... I have something to tell you... Maybe the other day I wasn't completely honest with you, and well I think I Should... Remember my last message? That Saturday I was in the hospital, 'cause I was realy sick, I had a terrible Headache. I was thinking if I should tell you this, but I don't want you to be worried about me... Baby, my doctor thinks I had a tumor in my head, maybe cancer, I don't know, but please don't worry. If you get worried I'll be sad 'cause I want you to be happy... 'Cause I think about you night and day... Maybe this message if hard to understand but I have a headache and I can write very well... I like you June, more than you can even imagine...

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e-mail <agata_june@yahoo.com>
msn <shirou_june@hotmail.com>
location <Bolivia>
age <22>
zodiac <Virgo>
occupation <Vampire, designer, publicist>
band <Siam Shade>
jrocker <Imamura Hideki - x Siam Shade, ACID vo.>
image song <Life - Siam Shade>
character <Yuzuriha Nekoi [X 1999]>
current mood <>
I am I <Female [just in case you haven't figured it out yet]. Web-designer. Wizard. College Student. Publicist. Dreamer. Duelist. Loves anime & manga. Has an obsession with JRock. Specially Siam Shade [the best JRock band her ears have ever listen to]. Speaks spanish, that's why her english [and the other languages she tries to speak] s---!>
behind Siam Shade listens to <JRock {Gackt C. Glay. Takui. Janne da Arc. ACID. L'Arc~en~Ciel. Luna Sea. X-Japan. Lareine. B'z. Yumiko Kozaka}
As much as it seems not all in her life is JRock...
JPop {Maaya Sakamoto. Access. TMR}
KPop {Ahn-Jae Wook. SES. TVQX}>
also hears a few of more 'normal' music
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anime <Tekkaman Blade>
manga <Elementalors>
fanatism <X 1999>
addiction <Gravitation>
styles <shounen, dark, shounen ai>
seiyuus <Tomokazu Seki, Hikaru Midorikawa and Megumi Hayashibara>
respects <Hayao Miyasaki. Clamp. Shoji Kawamori. Spiral ~suiri no hizuna~. Gravitation's character designer [whoever he/she is] and all the staff involved in the anime series, the manga, the music and everything related to it! [excepting remix]>

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Suu & Kazuhiko [Clover]

related <Words all around related to Clamp's CLOVER manga. Also, title and signature belong to Glay - BEAUTIFUL DREAMER amazing song. Then... "tashika ni ima hi ga tomoru... tashika ni ima!" means "just now a light was lit... just now~" that belongs to the BEAUTIFUL DREAMER lyrics.
Who's the Beautiful Dreamer? err... Suu might be [stop looking at me! -_-] I only thought that the title suited perfect the design, besides I love this song! As I always say: 'Great Glay', they always came up with melodies that light up your day! [no matter you can't understand the lyrics *cof*] The song is a must hear, accompanied with great violonchelos and violins. Music & Lyrics by Takuro. I better stop before this starts looking like a review.
Even I found the english translation to the lyrics I can hardly understand the meaning of the song itself... as you read it this is the story of a person enjoying every day and after that... your are suddenly told another story that doesn't seem to fit in the lyrics, this is the story behind him, the past that is present in every day and forever will be here. His decision was to forget about it all and choosed to live the day, that's leaving all behind, living present, because Memories can't come back, so don't be tricked by the dreams and live, ~it's all to become beautiful~
it says... Just gorgeous, a complete story told in few sentences... [mmhhh... doesn't it sound like Rurouni Kenshin? XD] Anyway, that's the conclusion I reached about, after reading and hearing to it 100 times... Confusing... don't understand it at all... well, yes... anyhow I love it. Now is a complete review v.vU
Yeah... I know... I know... too much green due to 200clover... Hey, look! I made Suu smile ^^ Just basic editing skills to not see her sad as in the original image... the wing little effect is really cool also, I always like to try new things>

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