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05/09/2005: "the 14th"
music: Gackt - EMU ~for my dear~
mood: reluger

I just noticed today is the famous Saint Valentine, I didn't realized 'till my friend came with a rose to class... then I started wondering... I can barely know how you are for the lack of posts that come from your voice, what have you done today?, I am hoping you are fine, recovered, relaxed, just fine and happy... I just wish you could be aware of this, but that's hoping too much... I better stop it here.

I also was thinking of my suppossed "boyfriend", 'cause he says he likes me, he knows how I feel about him also, but he never asked me anything, so I am not sure if I am his girlfriend or not or Which is the relationship between us... my suppossed "boyfriend" who I would like to hear him say that he doesn't want me to talk to him about another guy (who we know) and that he feels a bit angry, so then he would ask for me to stop it, then that would mean he cares and that it affects him a little 'cause he really feels something, so then I would stop doing it and I would feel better 'cause I am waiting for him to say it... why doesn't he say anything?... just say it... but he just doesn't...

Then again I feel weird today. It wasn't such an amazing day, it started very paranoic actually, but it just went on... I need to get out of here, 'cause the tension is too much... but I can't... I just can't... In the middle of this mess only one thing made me feel good, my brother opened part of him to me, and I feel honored and thanked. I tried to make him feel fine, but we ended talking about my problems so he started giving me advice, and I didn't need it! I wanted to give advice to him... hahaha... now that I think of it, I am really bad trying to work things out ^^;; I just wish I can support him, or in the other way that he lets me support him...

On a random fact... Hideki daisuki! hee... ^^* that wasn't, but I couldn't stop my fingers to do it... OK. On a random fact... Just to point out that in that Birdcage LIVE of Gackt he looks like Hao from Shaman King!!! XD Hontou!!! I'll take screen caps and you'll see it!!! o_O

shirou june @ data

e-mail <agata_june@yahoo.com>
msn <shirou_june@hotmail.com>
location <Bolivia>
age <22>
zodiac <Virgo>
occupation <Vampire, designer, publicist>
band <Siam Shade>
jrocker <Imamura Hideki - x Siam Shade, ACID vo.>
image song <Life - Siam Shade>
character <Yuzuriha Nekoi [X 1999]>
current mood <>
I am I <Female [just in case you haven't figured it out yet]. Web-designer. Wizard. College Student. Publicist. Dreamer. Duelist. Loves anime & manga. Has an obsession with JRock. Specially Siam Shade [the best JRock band her ears have ever listen to]. Speaks spanish, that's why her english [and the other languages she tries to speak] s---!>
behind Siam Shade listens to <JRock {Gackt C. Glay. Takui. Janne da Arc. ACID. L'Arc~en~Ciel. Luna Sea. X-Japan. Lareine. B'z. Yumiko Kozaka}
As much as it seems not all in her life is JRock...
JPop {Maaya Sakamoto. Access. TMR}
KPop {Ahn-Jae Wook. SES. TVQX}>
also hears a few of more 'normal' music
<Juanes. La Oreja de Van Gogh. La Ley>

anime @ manga

anime <Tekkaman Blade>
manga <Elementalors>
fanatism <X 1999>
addiction <Gravitation>
styles <shounen, dark, shounen ai>
seiyuus <Tomokazu Seki, Hikaru Midorikawa and Megumi Hayashibara>
respects <Hayao Miyasaki. Clamp. Shoji Kawamori. Spiral ~suiri no hizuna~. Gravitation's character designer [whoever he/she is] and all the staff involved in the anime series, the manga, the music and everything related to it! [excepting remix]>

web @ sites

<shiroi co> <-legacy> <tek setter>
<siam shade - everlasting> <j·on·air>
<shirou june's online journal>

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BEAUTIFUL DREAMER <version4.0>
Suu & Kazuhiko [Clover]

related <Words all around related to Clamp's CLOVER manga. Also, title and signature belong to Glay - BEAUTIFUL DREAMER amazing song. Then... "tashika ni ima hi ga tomoru... tashika ni ima!" means "just now a light was lit... just now~" that belongs to the BEAUTIFUL DREAMER lyrics.
Who's the Beautiful Dreamer? err... Suu might be [stop looking at me! -_-] I only thought that the title suited perfect the design, besides I love this song! As I always say: 'Great Glay', they always came up with melodies that light up your day! [no matter you can't understand the lyrics *cof*] The song is a must hear, accompanied with great violonchelos and violins. Music & Lyrics by Takuro. I better stop before this starts looking like a review.
Even I found the english translation to the lyrics I can hardly understand the meaning of the song itself... as you read it this is the story of a person enjoying every day and after that... your are suddenly told another story that doesn't seem to fit in the lyrics, this is the story behind him, the past that is present in every day and forever will be here. His decision was to forget about it all and choosed to live the day, that's leaving all behind, living present, because Memories can't come back, so don't be tricked by the dreams and live, ~it's all to become beautiful~
it says... Just gorgeous, a complete story told in few sentences... [mmhhh... doesn't it sound like Rurouni Kenshin? XD] Anyway, that's the conclusion I reached about, after reading and hearing to it 100 times... Confusing... don't understand it at all... well, yes... anyhow I love it. Now is a complete review v.vU
Yeah... I know... I know... too much green due to 200clover... Hey, look! I made Suu smile ^^ Just basic editing skills to not see her sad as in the original image... the wing little effect is really cool also, I always like to try new things>

final @ note

This log runs trough a wonderful CGI engine:
<Greymatter>. That makes all my site coustomizable ^_^ and leaves all the power at my hands! The whole site is gently hosted at
<Netfirms Free Web Hosting> who allows CGI. Thanks very much. The image is a scan of my Xmas present "Clover #2" (c) CLAMP. Image Editing & Page Design belong to <Shirou June>. No profit is being made out of this site.