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06/24/2005: "May 11th: messy thoughts"
music: Acid - ZAIJUH
mood: weird actitude...

At least one person uses my Hideki winamp skin! *cries of joy* ;_; xD To be honest I was wondering if someone was since a long time ago when I made it ¬_¬ yeah... maybe that's the reason I never did more... 'cause lack of feedback xD well, I won't use that to excuse my own lack of time or interest... I miss doing winamp skins... really, most of all because I never did more than 4 =b Truth is... I used to spent like about more than two weeks onto a single one =O yeah, I know... ~_~ but damn I spent lots of time with them, first at design, then at applying all the images individually, then to make changes and doing it all over again *rolleyes*, mistakes: same... I really wanna make more stuff =3 specially Siam Stuff, as noone does -.-*

Talking about flying stars xD I miss Ima-chan lots lately, 'cause... I haven't known anything about him since... 2 1/2 months ago??? xDDD Adding the fact that he doesn't speak much lately too =3... oh yeah! >.> Jyunpei got sick!!! poor Jyunpei ç_ç... Get better Jyunpei-kun!!! Take care of yourself onegai!!!! xO Back to the matter... I've been hearing to ACID 1.5 lots and lots!!! The music is great, the guitars work really hard, the voice... ah... liquid gold... as always... that remembers me of other issue right now ¬¬

It's not that my boyfriend's life turns around of me only ;_; but... *sigh* it's difficult to have him this far and to know very few about him... *depressed* anyway... the cool thing of this is... it seems he seriously feels something for me *_* yeah I know, but I was very sad because I was wondering if this all was true and if he was just playing with me... but... now I am sure he loves me, I am really glad to know because I now can say I really LOVE the boy. The point of no return, righto? Yeah... I FELL... just that.

Onto college... I am pretty sad 'cause I couldn't find the professor today, u_u mhh... this is no good~~ Then again I have a really hard assignment at work +.-... *dies* well as these people believe in miracles, I guess I *must* do some this whole night =_=... ne... Oh yeah... besides that I have a test tomorrow afternoon... a really tough one... *cries* Really... I don't know what the hell I am doing here xD Anyway... There's an expo this weekend, and it seems I won't be able to go, karaoke contest, cosplay contest also... =3 "I AM A DECLARED FRUSTRATED OTAKU" mhhh... I want to participate in the Shaman King contest at Deviantart, guess deadline is this 16th... ?... dunno... cries the "I AM A DECLARED FRUSTRATED OTAKU" louder ;.;...

AH! Almost forgot!!!! o.o! AMANO TSUKIKO!!!! QUEEN OF JROCK!!! YOUR MUSIC RULEZZZZZZZZZ!!! >_<o

Said it all (I guess), time to go.

shirou june @ data

e-mail <agata_june@yahoo.com>
msn <shirou_june@hotmail.com>
location <Bolivia>
age <22>
zodiac <Virgo>
occupation <Vampire, designer, publicist>
band <Siam Shade>
jrocker <Imamura Hideki - x Siam Shade, ACID vo.>
image song <Life - Siam Shade>
character <Yuzuriha Nekoi [X 1999]>
current mood <>
I am I <Female [just in case you haven't figured it out yet]. Web-designer. Wizard. College Student. Publicist. Dreamer. Duelist. Loves anime & manga. Has an obsession with JRock. Specially Siam Shade [the best JRock band her ears have ever listen to]. Speaks spanish, that's why her english [and the other languages she tries to speak] s---!>
behind Siam Shade listens to <JRock {Gackt C. Glay. Takui. Janne da Arc. ACID. L'Arc~en~Ciel. Luna Sea. X-Japan. Lareine. B'z. Yumiko Kozaka}
As much as it seems not all in her life is JRock...
JPop {Maaya Sakamoto. Access. TMR}
KPop {Ahn-Jae Wook. SES. TVQX}>
also hears a few of more 'normal' music
<Juanes. La Oreja de Van Gogh. La Ley>

anime @ manga

anime <Tekkaman Blade>
manga <Elementalors>
fanatism <X 1999>
addiction <Gravitation>
styles <shounen, dark, shounen ai>
seiyuus <Tomokazu Seki, Hikaru Midorikawa and Megumi Hayashibara>
respects <Hayao Miyasaki. Clamp. Shoji Kawamori. Spiral ~suiri no hizuna~. Gravitation's character designer [whoever he/she is] and all the staff involved in the anime series, the manga, the music and everything related to it! [excepting remix]>

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<siam shade - everlasting> <j·on·air>
<shirou june's online journal>

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BEAUTIFUL DREAMER <version4.0>
Suu & Kazuhiko [Clover]

related <Words all around related to Clamp's CLOVER manga. Also, title and signature belong to Glay - BEAUTIFUL DREAMER amazing song. Then... "tashika ni ima hi ga tomoru... tashika ni ima!" means "just now a light was lit... just now~" that belongs to the BEAUTIFUL DREAMER lyrics.
Who's the Beautiful Dreamer? err... Suu might be [stop looking at me! -_-] I only thought that the title suited perfect the design, besides I love this song! As I always say: 'Great Glay', they always came up with melodies that light up your day! [no matter you can't understand the lyrics *cof*] The song is a must hear, accompanied with great violonchelos and violins. Music & Lyrics by Takuro. I better stop before this starts looking like a review.
Even I found the english translation to the lyrics I can hardly understand the meaning of the song itself... as you read it this is the story of a person enjoying every day and after that... your are suddenly told another story that doesn't seem to fit in the lyrics, this is the story behind him, the past that is present in every day and forever will be here. His decision was to forget about it all and choosed to live the day, that's leaving all behind, living present, because Memories can't come back, so don't be tricked by the dreams and live, ~it's all to become beautiful~
it says... Just gorgeous, a complete story told in few sentences... [mmhhh... doesn't it sound like Rurouni Kenshin? XD] Anyway, that's the conclusion I reached about, after reading and hearing to it 100 times... Confusing... don't understand it at all... well, yes... anyhow I love it. Now is a complete review v.vU
Yeah... I know... I know... too much green due to 200clover... Hey, look! I made Suu smile ^^ Just basic editing skills to not see her sad as in the original image... the wing little effect is really cool also, I always like to try new things>

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